I am an addict.

It's a funny thing really, because I almost don't even notice it anymore. Sometimes though, I get these cravings, and I just need a fix. I know some of you can't understand, but I'm glad I'm an addict. I really enjoy the rush I get when I get my fix, and though I may seem perverse, I even enjoy the cravings.

I remember when I first started. It was just an occasional thing then, and I don't think I really understood all the subtle ways in which it affected me, or appreciated the infinite variety of types. I started at maybe once or twice a week. The feeling would last me for a couple of hours, and then I'd be fine for a few days. Now though, it's something I do pretty much every day. There are exceptions, but left up to me it would be every day.

It's seems odd to some, the way it has become such an important part of my lifestyle. I talk about it all the time, it influences the way I walk, the way I talk and the way I think. The responses to it are as varied as the people I come in contact with every day. Some stare as I walk by, no doubt in disgust. These are the people who are utterly unable to comprehend how and why I'm so obsessed by it. Some are afraid of me, although I've never been able to figure out why. Others don't share my passion, but partake with me sometimes, or at least don't make any disparaging comments about when and where I choose to indulge. On the other hand, some of my closest friends and family have expressed concerns about how much time, money and effort I spend trying to get my fixes.

As I said before, I love it, and I hope I never stop loving it. It's become an integral part of who I am and what I believe in. As far as I'm concerned, anyone who can't accept my addiction will never be able to accept me fully. I'm sure there are those who are considering an intervention. To them I say don't bother. I'm perfectly happy being an addict, and there's no way to stop someone unless they want to stop themselves. So even if you don't agree fully with it, understand that I know what I'm doing, and I've made my choice.

My name is Who, and I'm a hip-hop addict.